This is me, This is where I come from

     I come from a small town by the name of Merlin.  Only about 200 people go to my school.  I moved here when I was 10 or 11, I dont remember.  School can be hard but I get through it.  With the drama, and homework and extra classes I take,  it's a bit stressful.  My town is small, roumers get around like wild fire, a few about me.  Just one recently.  People think im a gold digger.  If they only knew me. 
     i'm a dyslexic girl who is confused with who she is.  im what you call a books worm, aka a nerd, im a dancer, a painter, a sometimes singer.  i love the colour orange, not bright, but soft like a sunset (Peeta Mellark)  I am a Hunger Games addict. 
      This is a little bit about me. 
      So always think before you judge someone. 
      Dont call me stupid.  it hurts.
-Becca

Hiiii IM Back I didn't Die

yayy I'm back!!!  i know you probably hate me for not posting in a long time.  last time i posted was like summer and now it's the like 3rd month of school. yeah i suck.  this post might be very short cuz i have stuff like homework and a script to wright.  yeah I'm making a screen play, The Hunger Games, the best book ever read it fudgcicles.  and enjoy it. yeah i know it suck i have to go i have soup and Italian bread to eat so bye.

Intensive

Heey yawwwl,
well i haven't posted in a long time . Ive been dancing , trying out for team, competitive, silver , trying to get a solo.its over and on Monday the results will be in. I'm actually scared about it i don't know what to do while I'm waiting for them. every one said that if i don't make silver they will totally not get what they went for. that made me feel very good. I'm nice so ill tell you some of the names of the songs.
Modern - skinny love
Hip Hop - 6 foot 7 foot
Musical Theatre- i don't wanna show off drowsy chaparone
jazz - top of the world pussy cat dolls
Lyrical - 18th floor balcony
well if you wanna you can listen to the songs and see what i had to dance to. and before you start wondering i did not have to dance to the whole song. only about 52 - 1:30 seconds
time to go chicklettes ill See you later , or not, probably not, NOPE!!!
- Becca
PS check out my you tube channel ( msbeccasbeauty) we've got cookies

R.I.P. Christine Dudley

this post is just a dedication to my other mom, Christine Dudley. she was a great woman who suddenly became sick because of blood problems. for a long time  she was in the hospital having blood put in her and being put on medicine. after she passed away they found out she had a blood clot in her lungs that they didn't know about ( they probably went to the chatham hospital ) and the clot burst while killing her. this is  what i heard happened and today is the funeral ands i have a speech planed out so ill see if i can say it while I'm there. I'm really in to nail art so i just painted my nails a pale brown couler. and ill wear black clothes.
this is the end of this post but i hope you all get what I'm saying and to pray for the Dudley family. i hope you have a wonderful day my darlings
-Becca

Ahh School.

School SUUUUCKKKKS. Yeah alot of drama happening. I'm always in the middle. I miss my sister, alot, yeah I said I might be happy but I'm not I'm depressed and my friend keeps bringing her up and its not really helping me. bri helps me with alot of things and now she cant and whenever I try to talk to my mom about it shes with my dad or someone Else.
I'm sorry this is a short post but I don't have alot of time. So sleep well my darlings and have a good night.or day . or something , I HAVE NO IDEA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *shuddup i cool **
-Becca

Dance

I dance for the love

I dance even when I feel pain
I dance knowing there's something to gain

I dance for the love

I dance for me
I dance for everyone to see

I dance for the love

I dance as the sunshine
I dance hoping you will be mine

I dance for the love

I dance with words to say
I dance all day

I dance for the love

I dance even when you leave
I dance and still believe

I dance for the love

the last dance year i had was hard. many tears . many times i kept it bottled up until i had to blurt it out. but in the end it was all worth it. i got many compliments from people i didn't know but they knew me . whenever i see one of my dance teachers i get a feeling inside of me that says she will ask you to do a duet with her.
dance is more than a hobby, its live . every move i make reminds me of something i do in my lie for example , pleahs remind me of hiding my fears from the would.
i love my studio . they are family to me. where more than a company... where a family.
-Becca :)

Grad, dedicated to bri love the way you are.

I'm not Graduating but my sister is . Ive been with her and she has been with me since the beginning of time, and she will be going to high school. i wont be able to go to her when i have boy and friend troubles because she will be somewhere Else and ill only have myself to turn to. just for her I'm going to go through a few times that i had with my sister.
me 5 bri 7 : we tryed to rename ourselves. i was snowflake bri was Crystal ball.
me8 bri 10 : i told bri i hated her for the first time, when i think about it i almost cry. 30 seconds later we where good.
me 10 bri 12 : we had our first heart to heart talk in a  year. i still remember it.
me 12 bri 13 : i want to scream at the people causing all the sh*t in bris life on her graduating year.
future : who the heck knows
i know me and bri have our fights and our ups and downs but i lone her and i am not missing her graduation. in her dress and shoes, hair done and nails sparkling , walking down the isle being bri. ill be there to watch get her name called and grab her diploma waving it in the air knowing what she accomplished. like a trophy. 
bri if you are reading this i want you to know that i love you and i love the way you smile everyday. when your in high school say no to drugs and alcohol live your life . and later, go to collage and be whatever you want to be don't let this cruel world stop you, you've waited to long to be who you want to be.
-Becca <3