Thursday, 16 June 2011

Ahh School.

School SUUUUCKKKKS. Yeah alot of drama happening. I'm always in the middle. I miss my sister, alot, yeah I said I might be happy but I'm not I'm depressed and my friend keeps bringing her up and its not really helping me. bri helps me with alot of things and now she cant and whenever I try to talk to my mom about it shes with my dad or someone Else.
I'm sorry this is a short post but I don't have alot of time. So sleep well my darlings and have a good night.or day . or something , I HAVE NO IDEA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *shuddup i cool **
-Becca

Thursday, 9 June 2011

Dance

I dance for the love

I dance even when I feel pain
I dance knowing there's something to gain

I dance for the love

I dance for me
I dance for everyone to see

I dance for the love

I dance as the sunshine
I dance hoping you will be mine

I dance for the love

I dance with words to say
I dance all day

I dance for the love

I dance even when you leave
I dance and still believe

I dance for the love

the last dance year i had was hard. many tears . many times i kept it bottled up until i had to blurt it out. but in the end it was all worth it. i got many compliments from people i didn't know but they knew me . whenever i see one of my dance teachers i get a feeling inside of me that says she will ask you to do a duet with her.

dance is more than a hobby, its live . every move i make reminds me of something i do in my lie for example , pleahs remind me of hiding my fears from the would.
i love my studio . they are family to me. where more than a company... where a family.
-Becca :)

Sunday, 5 June 2011

Grad, dedicated to bri love the way you are.

I'm not Graduating but my sister is . Ive been with her and she has been with me since the beginning of time, and she will be going to high school. i wont be able to go to her when i have boy and friend troubles because she will be somewhere Else and ill only have myself to turn to. just for her I'm going to go through a few times that i had with my sister.
me 5 bri 7 : we tryed to rename ourselves. i was snowflake bri was Crystal ball.
me8 bri 10 : i told bri i hated her for the first time, when i think about it i almost cry. 30 seconds later we where good.
me 10 bri 12 : we had our first heart to heart talk in a  year. i still remember it.
me 12 bri 13 : i want to scream at the people causing all the sh*t in bris life on her graduating year.
future : who the heck knows
i know me and bri have our fights and our ups and downs but i lone her and i am not missing her graduation. in her dress and shoes, hair done and nails sparkling , walking down the isle being bri. ill be there to watch get her name called and grab her diploma waving it in the air knowing what she accomplished. like a trophy. 
bri if you are reading this i want you to know that i love you and i love the way you smile everyday. when your in high school say no to drugs and alcohol live your life . and later, go to collage and be whatever you want to be don't let this cruel world stop you, you've waited to long to be who you want to be.
-Becca <3